{"product_id":"the-many-deaths-of-my-mother-book","title":"The Many Deaths Of My Mother - Book","description":"\u003cp\u003e176 pages, hardcover, 170 × 240 mm, edition of 500.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eThe Many Deaths of My Mother is a photographic book about living loss and grief as a quiet, ongoing presence in life. Through photography and poetry, the book explores how loss does not always appear as a sudden ending, but slowly and often invisibly weaves itself into identity, relationships and the way we see the world. Living loss eventually affects everyone, yet due to a lack of language and recognition, it is rarely named as grief and is therefore often carried in silence and alone.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eThe starting point of this book lies in my personal experience. Living loss has been part of my life from a young age, but it was only when my mother became ill around ten years ago that I became truly aware of it. Her illness profoundly changed our relationship: our roles reversed and at times I became her caregiver. While she remains physically present, it feels as though I am losing her little by little. I grieved what disappeared and what changed, without words, rituals or space to hold that grief.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eDuring this period I did not know how to express myself, but I did have a camera. Photography became an instinctive way to process what I could not put into words. Naturally, I began making images of moments that offered me calm: empty landscapes where I could briefly breathe, details that provided a sense of grounding, my own hands as proof of presence. I made self-portraits during periods in which I was living in a kind of survival mode; not to show myself, but to find myself again. As a visual diary, the work became a quiet record of how I was truly doing. By working with analogue photography I made moments tangible and slowed down time; space to breathe emerged.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Satellite June","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":57794543321433,"sku":null,"price":55.0,"currency_code":"EUR","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/1038\/9841\/5449\/files\/SatelliteJune-TheManyDeathsOfMyMother.jpg?v=1781533100","url":"https:\/\/satellite-june-2.myshopify.com\/products\/the-many-deaths-of-my-mother-book","provider":"Satellite June","version":"1.0","type":"link"}